Falling Into Love

Everything comes from Zero and goes back to Zero. It never leaves Zero and it always adds up to Zero because that is All There Is.


“Nothing real can be threatened
Nothing unreal exists
Herein lies the peace of God”


From Wikipedia : “The Fool or The Jester is one of the 78 cards in a Tarot deck; one of the 22 Trump cards that make up the Major Arcana. The Fool is unnumbered; sometimes represented as 0 (the first) or XXI (the second to last) or XXII (the last) Major Arcana in decks.”


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The number Zero is a perfect circle, without beginning or end. It is limitless and nothing all at the same time. It is the number that unifies others and gives them strength, it is the Alpha and Omega. And The Fool walks onto the edge of the cliff not knowing she is about to fall into The Void of No Thing.

Over the last few years, humanity has been The Fool and has wandered unknowingly over the cliff edge into No Thing. In the game of tennis, 0 = LOVE and we have found ourselves falling off the edge and ‘Falling In Love’.



And into the Heart of Matter.

And when we descended into matter, our vibratory state became more dense. And we know this because of the clues that sacred texts give. “They were both naked, the man and his wife, and were not ashamed.” Genesis 25


A naked spirit and soul. Why would they be ashamed? They have no physical bodies at this point. They are in their original form; a spirit with male and female qualities. A stable, blissful union. But then the ssserpent came along.

Lord, save this sinner, as ‘sine wave’ to the desktop.

 “Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the Lord God had made.” Genesis 3:2 So the serpent was more subtle than any beast, not any other beast, which suggests we are not talking about a creature. I’m sorry to bore you with electromagnetism again, but I can’t think of a better example of how myth is telling a scientific story but in a flowery language.

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Fig. 4 The ‘hissing of the electric arc’


And then Adam and Eve were kicked out of the Garden because they knew “good and evil” (duality), and were “as Gods” and jealous Lord Yahweh was pisssssed.


IMO, the above illustration isn’t showing their ‘shame’, they are so sad to be separated. “According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with…a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.”  – Plato

And to reconnect, we can use our DNA ladder to ascend and join our other half.

Electrical arc “Jacob’s ladder”

I believe knowledge has been hidden from humanity for thousands of years. And in our modern technological state we live in now, information is shared at lightning speed, but we are always reminded that it is being watched. I’m not surprised that there is an “information highway” in place for this new era in which we live; there is always a substitute built by the evil ones because they want to maintain control.



Katniss shoots an arrow to the false matrix force field and causes a power failure. She then “ascends” out of the dome.


Another contrived ‘reality’ by the false matrix. There is a real information highway in the ether. You can access it by using your heart to think with, and the password is ‘LOVE’.

And we have a beautiful set of universal law that is the only law there actually is. It explains the law of vibration, because everything is vibration, and right now your physical body is very condensed, slow-moving vibrations. When we “fell” into matter and became “clothed”, our vibration became more dense and that is our physical body. And it is only by a trick of the mind (literally) that we can’t get to a higher state of being. This ‘trick’ is perpetuated by a group that has sought to control humanity for thousands of years. They tend to think of themselves as “fallen angels” and reenact this ritual as being ‘gods’ before the fall, over and over again, with their symbolic aprons (fig leaves). (I don’t think all masons are evil, obviously, and if you are reading this blog, you already know the significance of this group).


“eye’ve got the power”

They use control by religion, government, the media, healthcare and education. They hold back sacred knowledge and use it themselves, use polarity to trick you into thinking that nothing is related to the other (when the opposite is true), they use the banking system and control the food supply so that you are always slaving away and trying to survive, not having time to think about anything and use the media to pervert stereotypes and use fear to divide us and make us think we are not all connected. Nothing could be further from TRUTH.

It is time to evolve. Break the cycle. Tear down the wall. And let the flood gates open.

All you have to do is

An evolution might require stepping outside of your comfort zone. But if it didn’t require you to do that, it wouldn’t be an evolution, would it? It is time to question AUTHORity, because who wrote the information that is fed to us, anyway?

Law of Gender – The law of gender manifests in all things as masculine and feminine. It is this law that governs what we know as creation. The law of gender manifests in the animal kingdom as sex. This law decrees everything in nature is both male and female. Both are required for life to exist.

Jesus talks about it in the gnostic texts, and to become ONE again, we must collapse duality.

” …in other words, let the “outside” become as the “inside”, the “upper” like the “lower”, the male like the female; let the first become last and the last first: in short, let there be reunion of opposites…” ―Jesus Christ, Gnostic Texts (Jean Doresse, The Secret Books of the Egyptian Gnostics)

We were all masculine and feminine to begin with and we will reunite again when enough people remember this.

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Fire and water. Sun and moon. Male and female.

The system in place to suppress your memory of this is quite effective, and as you are either male or female, both sexes have a brain that has right side/left side, female side/male side, that are responsible for different functions.

I have an old set of Compton encyclopedias. I think this illustration of the brain is a perfect example of misinformation spread about ourselves.

office brain


I think it is interesting they only showed one side. The two hemispheres of the brain have specific functions:



Left brain = male side,  Right brain = female side

I know this is a touchy subject for some, but I think religion is the number one suspect when it comes to suppression of right brain function. And if you don’t believe that church and state go hand in hand when it comes to controlling you, please think about the Council of Nicea, the Vatican and its relationship to government leaders, the state of Israel and theocratic style government of most Islamic countries.

Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience, as also saith the law.  1 Corinthians 14:34 KJV

Just substitute the word “women” with “right brain” and refer to the chart of R/L brain functions above. These bible verses that outright suppress women, also suppress men. It is about suppression and silencing the functions in the right hemisphere of the brain.

Let your right brain keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto it to speak; but it is commanded to be under obedience, as also saith the law.

So, in the church, don’t use feeling, and don’t look at the big picture! (That would really ruin it, wouldn’t it?!) If you were to look at the big picture and think of the bible as using metaphors and parables to tell a story that may be a bit too scientifically sophisticated to properly translate, you might discover hidden secrets!

Using terminology used in the field of electromagnetics, biology, and cross-referencing literature, we see a bigger picture.


As men are “inducted” through ritual into a masonic lodge, John Milton talks about “inductive to the sin of Eve”, and when discussing math formulas in electric current, inductance is the property of a conductor by which a change in current flowing through it “induces” (creates) a voltage (electromotive force), and I can’t help but think about “inducing” labor during childbirth, and maybe the god in the garden of eden didn’t like it when Eve got all “creative”. (which happens to be a right brain function). When people are creative, there is no limit. Imagination can take you anywhere and can think of new ideas, new ways of doing things and cannot be controlled.

I know I’m always talking about electrons, electromagnetic stuff and DNA, but I believe we are all connected and its through this magnetic property in our DNA that we access our connection and move to a higher state of being.

All you have to do is LOVE, and think of everyone on Earth as your family. We are all connected. We are all in the tribe of DNA.

This is me, MJ.


This is my grandmother and grandfather, from both sides of my family.

My mom’s side, then my dad’s side. Look at my badass granny from my dad’s side!

Here is my great-grandmother from my Dad’s side, who is Cherokee Indian.

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My granny’s mother.


My mom, dad and sister 🙂


Here is my sister, my sis and Charlie :), and an old pic of my Mom, Aunt, sister and me with my Ishtar bunny.


And here is me with my cute boy, Charlie


One of my best friends, Kathryn, who I’ve been friends with for 20 years, is like my sister. We are close like sisters and we consider each other family.



And of course, this handsome fellow with his beautiful daughter on graduation day is certainly FAMILY


And everyone else, they too, are my family.

This lady could be my grandmother. Or your grandmother.



And this could be your father, or your brother.



And I consider these kids my children. And they are your children, too.





And just like when someone in your family is having troubles or needs a shoulder to lean on, everyone in our larger family does too. Think of him as your brother.



She is your sister.



And this person could be your father, brother or cousin.


And even though a group of people might be different in their culture and social structure, they are like you and need love too.




“There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own Soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”
– C.G. Jung.

“Each person you meet is an aspect of yourself, clamoring for love.” ― Eric Micha’el Leventhal

Mexico Vigilantes
Mexico Vigilantes

Jewish prayer
Jewish prayer

Middle East protest
Middle East protest

Native Americans
Native Americans

WE are All

Old lady selling massive porcini

In the Tribe





We have entered a New Age and have left the Age of ‘The Man Age Ment’ which will now be run by the ‘She and He Age Ment’. In effect we are going back to the Void to start over and reverse the Separation .

“In the beginning God created the heaven and earth.
And the earth was without form, and void. and darkness was upon the face of the deep.”

And then through guilt we separated and haven’t re-connected as God threw us out of heaven because Adam and Eve committed ‘Original Sin’. This is just an illusion in our Mind . Its not ‘GOD’ who withdrew her / his love but us. The biggest barrier to love is Guilt as the ‘Ego’ views unconditional Love as the enemy and uses it as an excuse to withhold For Giveness.

We are reversing Guilt and Original Sin and returning to the No Thing.




It is a very short journey, from the Mind to the Heart . In fact ‘The Mind’ is the barrier to the Heart. Let I.T. Go and make the Jump.

Never Mind. It Doesn’t Matter.



13 thoughts on “Falling Into Love”

  1. Sorry, I have been to church many times and never noticed that they were trying to repress me and my wife does not feel like they are trying to repress her either. I agree governments and media indeed attempt and often succeed in repressing or brainwashing people but I have not found that in church and indeed I have witnessed first hand the great things the Catholic Church currently do in my community so your explanation does not convince me. However I have always felt there is truth to the idea that we are all one consciousness since I first heard David icke talking about years ago. It’s always good to hear a fresh take on the idea even if I don’t agree with your details or David Ickes for that matter. I still agree with David and your self on many other points though, I just think sometimes your both seeing something that is just not happening e.g repression and poor little Catholics getting brainwashed etc etc, I am very capable of making my own conclusions on many issues and indeed Catholicism has many branches and offshoots such as liberation theology which is very forward thinking and not something coming from a brainwashed group. However, your entitled to your opinion and it is still an interesting one even though I disagree with it.

    1. Hi Jamie,
      I’m going to check out liberation theology; it sounds interesting.
      It was not my intention to pick on the Catholic Church alone, I see a problem with all organized religion. I don’t think of its members as “poor Catholics” because people have a choice once they are adults. But I do think there is some brainwashing in all organized religion. If I write about Christianity, I usually mention the Catholic Church because that is where the organization started and Protestantism and other organized branches came from there. I feel that it is efficient to go to the source!
      And when we go to the source of when the church was founded, IMO, red flags start popping up everywhere. Who decided which texts went into the ‘official’ bible? Who wrote the SCRIPTures?
      It has always been that rulers are the ones to implement doctrine and law within the church because the social instability of different viewpoints among the people makes it difficult to establish the status quo. Constantine stands out most, I believe. He wanted everyone, regardless of their religion, to all worship on the day of the sun. And even as he is considered the first Christian Roman emperor, he still had pagan practices, too, with his sacrifices to Diana, Hercules, etc. He was the one to get religious leaders together for the first Nicean Council, where they decided how to define the divinity of Jesus. And after that, if the texts of other viewpoints that were voted out were found, they were burned.
      The Cathars’ beliefs were voted out. They believe that Jesus was between man and god, and that anyone can become “pure” and “noble” by Christ’s teachings. They also believe in the teachings of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. Magda means “high place” or “tower” and ‘mag’ is the root of magnet, magic, magi, and I think there is a big clue there.
      I don’t know if you have ever watched “Thunderbolts of the Gods” by David Talbot, but it is an excellent documentary about the electric universe and how many unanswered questions can be explained by the forces we can’t see. And its not gravity, its electromagnetism.
      The Cathars seemingly have a “secret” that was not popular in the church and was suppressed so that the population couldn’t learn these sacred teachings that would set them free of guilt and fear imposed by the Catholic church.
      No one needs a middle man for spirituality. And the middle man isn’t telling the whole story; they are holding back sacred knowledge that emphasizes everyone’s ONENESS with spirit.
      And I do not doubt that your community’s church does wonderful things! I think people working together is a beautiful thing. I look at the big picture (not referring to local communities) and I wonder why the Vatican has so much money and there are people who are starving. Why is this? If they follow what they preach then why all the regalia?
      Jesus said unto him, If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come and follow me. Matthew 19:21 KJV

      1. Lovely reply, MJ. Liberation Theology is amazing and, as Father Matthew Fox points out, many of the healing, bodyPLUSspirit keys spoken about in ancient cultures were the foundation principles of early Catholicism/Christianity, so there’s no need to be afraid of them.

  2. Hi MJ,

    Beautiful post. I just wanted to say that some like Jamie of course do not experience the oppression you speak of. I’ve often said reflecting on my own path, often the biggest judgers of divorced people are the still-marrieds. And they have no idea how painful and difficult a decision for divorce is, so how can they possibly judge others for it? You don’t know anything until you’ve walked a mile in someone else’s shoes. As J says in the Course, Judge not. Why? Because you literally can’t! You have no idea as to what a brother is experiencing on his/her own path.

    When I was married, I didn’t really experience it either. My first sight was when we agreed to divorce and I was shocked at how much the government dictated it, and basically makes one partner “sue” the other for some egregious fault, even when you want to split peacefully. That infuriated me. Just to make it go smoothly and be “approved,” we agreed to the fault/failure of our marriage being my husband’s “abandonment” of me. lol. we just went along with it to get it over with. And by refusing to be led into a take-down fight where you will end up destroying each other, we still respect each other as our son’s parents.

    Vernon Howard wrote a wonderful analogy. You might be someone living in a castle, feeling safe and all your needs met, but the minute you decide you might want to leave, to explore “life” outside, the knives come out. If you are content with where you are, you will be fine. It’s only when one starts to question, looking for answers beyond, a la The Truman Show, that as the Course says, the ego gets “vicious.”

    1. Hi MCK – the article is a joint one between myself and MJ so I feel its OK for me to reply. I’ll ask MJ to write her own reply. I wrote the beginning and the end of the article and MJ did the bit in the middle. We did it in the last article as well which seems to work so we’ll probably carry on writing joint articles.

      There is a sign by the boundary walls which says ‘There Be Dragons’ over the wall, and snarling animals can be heard and if you look over the wall you will see all sorts of vicious, ravenous creatures with bloodshot eyes waiting to eat you . But the snarling animals we hear are an audiotape and the creatures we see are just an imaginary Youtube video.

      And if you say you’re going to leave the boundary walls, the tribal mentality kicks in and tells you not to . First it seeems to be caring and says for your own good, its not safe beyond the walls but when you persist, then it can get very nasty which I’ve experienced a few times in my life .

      I separated back in 1997 and actually didn’t get properly divorced until about 4 years later. Over here, divorce is essentially ‘no fault’ so nobody has to sue anyone even though one party has to initiate the separation and divorce which I left to my ex from some weird chivalry part of me . We never had the chains of religous belief so that wasn’t a problem. Our main problem was avoiding the legal wolves who tried to get involved and see divorce as a cash cow, but my brother is a lawyer and knows a bit about marital law so we managed to do most of it ourselves with advice from him.

      Hope all OK with you – Frank.

      1. Thanks Frank. I have gone silent as you may have noticed–I’ve “fallen” into the legal matrix for an alleged crime. Of course for which I have pleaded “Not guilty.”

        That said, whenever I get a flaming arrow in the gut from ego, I get a miracle from J and Spirit makes me laugh. Joy in the middle of sorrow…. Feel like I’m losing “my mind” which is …. weirdly not too threatening. I feel like JC (or who/whatever you want to call Spirit….Trinity is pretty cool because it can be interpreted both masculine/feminine….Trinity/3 in Neo/1) has my back. Syncs in your reply to me above, and every moment now there’s so many I can’t keep up in my journal!!! Also want to let you off the hook so to speak re: Morpheus (please note I am not coming out to my former screen name, which I do hope someday will be “resurrected”!). I confessed to my son all the syncs that are occurring in my life drama that are in The Matrix, and instead of questioning my sanity, he goes, “Am I Morpheus?” It hadn’t occurred to me at all, then I remembered telling an old friend I had named my son “John” after John the Baptist, which was sort of not really true but I liked to think it was! Look up who Morpheus symbolizes in the Jesus story: sync! Also I went to a psychic YEARS ago and she predicted part of my current drama and that my son was an “old soul” and that I am a young one, and that he was my father in a former life. Oh and the syncs with Neo are utterly insane….. Can’t say any more than that.

        Major synch just now when I came back here. Your hed: Falling into Love.

        I had just heard again (I knew it from before) and pondered the truth of this song below in a new way and it really does describe what it feels like when you start letting go of fear! Crazy awesome actually!

        All the best and no worries! All is well.

        Love to you both!

  3. MJ. You have Cherokee eyes!

    The resemblance between your great-grandmother’s eyes and yours is quite stunning.

    Except that hers are heavier and yours are lighter.

  4. Anthony, if by saying MJ has “Cherokee eyes” you are trying to say they are beautiful, I agree! But I would recommend you rereading this awesome post, ’cause it sounds to me, and I may be wrong so forgive me, like you are really missing the point. ALL eyes of God’s children are beautiful. Made with the Love that created us all.


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