Category Archives: Spiritual


Frank has resurfaced on Blade and Chalice not in a way I anticipated. Frankly speaking.

The website Merovee has been suspended by WordPress and just putting everyone in the picture who finds their way here.

This relates to an old article ‘Why So Serious’ d/d 25th April 2013 which has supposedly infringed the WordPress Terms and Conditions. The infringement relates to an image included in the article.

And with my Merovee hat on, I notice the date of the article was a 0,1,2,3,4,5 date.

It’s Historical. This isn’t the guilty image though but I think is connected.

The First Church – Oak Hill, Franklin Rd.



The problem for me is I cannot search through the old posts on Merovee’s dashboard and as it is a long time ago – over five years – I have no idea what the guilty image is and no idea why it is guilty. Or who has made the complaint. I assume the article was to do with the Joker and if anyone has a good memory ?

I have asked WP for an explanation and hopefully I will be able to sort things. But the Why So Serious link seems to indicate there is a Joker / Fool connection. I’ll find out in time. To be honest, life is so bizarre at the moment it doesn’t come as a surprise. One damned thing after the other.

Merovee has been suspended. Merovee is well hung.

Why So Serious ?


The New Kid On The Block

Throughout the ages, men and women of a spiritual inclination have tried to contact the spirit world via a variety of methods. Every summer and winter solstice, many people flock to the Stonehenge stone ring in England to absorb the spiritual energies from the Sun.




And in Ancient Egypt, the King and Queen’s chamber in the Great Pyramid of Giza were built to align with Orion and Sirius.




On a personal level, individuals attempt to channel all sorts of spirits from Ouija board enthusiasts to the Psychic Sallys and their stage and TV shows. And books have been channelled from non earthly sources. For example, Neale Donald Walsch after writing an angry letter to God, was suddenly interrupted by a voice saying it was God and the conversation spawned the ‘Conversations With God’ books.




“You are making a mockery of Me. You are saying that I, God, made inherently imperfect beings, then have demanded of them to be perfect, or face damnation. You are saying then that, somewhere several thousand years into the world’s experience, I relented, saying that from then on you didn’t necessarily have to be good, you simply had to feel bad when you were not being good, and accept as your savior the One Being who could always be perfect, thus satisfying My hunger for perfection. You are saying that My Son–who you call the One Perfect One–has saved you from your own imperfection–the imperfection that I gave you. In other words, God’s Son has saved you from what His Father did.”

But there is a ‘New Kid on the Block’ and the means are via new technology and media. It is an unconscious process as the source connects with us at an unconscious level and normally without our conscious awareness. Not being a techno whizz kid, I don’t know the precise technological processes but digital appears to me to be the main player and hits the neural networks with amazing speed and is then downloaded into our subconscious. I have seen both videos and movies and TV series used in this way. Below are an example of various TV series.








And a selection of some movies.








Even though movies and TV series always had the potential to effect our energy centres, the new technology would appear, at a higher level, to be designed for the purpose of spiritual energy downloads and activation which effect the 3D mind and body and at amazing speeds through our collective energy grid. And I also believe the TV series, movies and You Tube videos are created with this intention at a subconscious level. Even though I have no real knowledge of them, it is possible computer Games do the same.

We are entering a New Age in many different ways.


Karma Chameleon

We have to pay for everything. The physical world revolves around money and our life can become a never ending revolving door of paying the bills and getting enough to feed ourselves and our family.




Sky bill


It is common for people once they start on their spiritual journey to question money ( and you don’t need to be spiritually inclined ) and ask why are we trapped in an absurd game of Monopoly where bits of paper and metal that have no value in any sense are so important. Why haven’t we picked up the board, thrown it at the wall and started a more fun game ? Why do we persist with a system that from any rational perspective is illogical ?

Everything in our physical reality is a reflection of a desire in the Mind and paying the bills is no different. It would seem there are a multitude of people and organisations that we have to pay from the energy bills, to the water company, to the Internet provider. And you may have noticed that that however much money your bank account shows, it is never enough and you need more. But in reality, there is only one bill we are trying to pay.

The world appears to give us a wide option of choices and using the utility companies as an example, there seem to be large variety of different organisations who will supply you with your energy, water, phone, TV and Internet who will offer different services and costs. But it is an illusion of choice.




From Wikipedia – Karma:

“Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म; IPA: [ˈkərmə] ( listen); Pali: kamma) means action, work or deed; it also refers to the spiritual principle of cause and effect where intent and actions of an individual (cause) influence the future of that individual (effect). Good intent and good deed contribute to good karma and future happiness, while bad intent and bad deed contribute to bad karma and future suffering. Karma is closely associated with the idea of rebirth in some schools of Asian religions. In these schools, karma in the present affects one’s future in the current life, as well as the nature and quality of future lives – or, one’s saṃsāra.”


The concept of Karma is widely misunderstood. Many see it as a form of punishment and when something bad happens to someone we don’t like, it can be satisfying to see Karma as the cause and a form of vengeance. But it really doesn’t work like that.

At the core of our belief system, we think we are sinners and that we have sinned. And that to balance the equation, we have to pay. The negative side of ‘Do Gooding’ is motivated by this belief, where we think by sacrifice we will repay the karma of our past deeds. And assuage the anger of the vengeful God who is ever ready to throw a thunderbolt or two our way.

The belief in our own and others’ Guilt is the cornerstone of our reality. Do Not is the basis of the law and below is the Endless kNot of Karma but the true Law is ‘Just Do It’ and it is just and it is fair.




We don’t have to pay for anything. It is our own choice and the choice comes from the belief in sin and guilt and sacrifice.

It’s All Free. You need do nothing.


The Wall

Our world and mind consist of boundaries. Our physical Earth is an orb which is limited by its physical boundary. On earth, land masses are limited and separated by the sea and we have different continents and countries, and within the countries we have further divisions such as cities, towns and villages.

When we are young, we go to school and one of the first things you learn at a new school are what areas are ‘Out of Bounds’ which the school wants you to remain within. Psychologists tell us children want to know where the limits lie and will push the boundaries and so parents and teachers lay down the law. As we become adults, boundaries still exist but are changed slightly from childhood and we replace the boundaries of childhood with the boundaries of adulthood.

We have boundaries of behaviour and physical boundaries. When we are young, we escape these limitations by turning to our imagination and see ourselves as scoring the winning goal in the World Cup or as Superman, or as a Princess but as we age, our imagination becomes more and more limited as the pressures and mundanity of physical life impose themselves upon us.

We have Laws for everything and the Law mainly says ‘Do Not’ or orders you ‘To Do’ in a way which suits it. Your work contract may say you have to work 9-5 Monday to Friday and within this contract, there will be a standards of behaviour and your job outline and expected responsibilities.

‘Do Not’ go beyond the boundaries.




And if you do, you may have to go in front of the Judge for sentencing.


Judge Jeffreys - The Hanging Judge
Judge Jeffreys – The Hanging Judge


So who sets the limits and decides where the boundaries lie ? In short, we do or rather our Ego mind does. All boundaries in our physical reality are limits created by our ego mind, even our Bodies and Time. We see separated bodies and objects and we divide time into seconds, minutes, years, decades and centuries. We have boundaries of Birth and Death.

We use the Law to set the boundaries of our behaviour and the boundary for behaviour is called Guilt. Beyond the Pale. And when we go beyond the boundaries, it is termed Sin and we become a Sinner and ‘Break The Law’.

Sin and the Law are concepts used to keep us within our physical reality and deny our spirituality. The body is seen as sinful and we become to believe we are bodies but our bodies can do nothing on their own. The body takes its orders from the Mind and everything is in the Mind. It is all imagination and Sin is imagination as well.




But the boundaries have purpose and the purpose is keep out God and Unlimited Love. Our ‘ego’ uses the physical world to deny Love and we have built a defensive wall around us to protect us from the reality of our being.




The biggest boundaries are belief the body is ‘Me’, Death and Time and all three are inter-connected as if there is no birth or death, no beginning or end, then there can be no Linear Time. I notice that ‘Wall’ is very nearly ‘Law’ spelt backwards which speaks to me in the same way that Live is Evil backwards.

We need to go over the Wall and break out of the prison. The Law is a self imposed boundary in the Mind and the imaginary prison walls are of our own making. Death and Guilt are boundaries which we need to go beyond.

We are eternal Innocence.

The Return Of The King

And I can assure you, I’m not talking about Prince Charles !

“I would rather spend one lifetime with you than face all the Ages of this world alone”


Aragorn & Eowyn 'Lord of the Rings'
Aragorn & Eowyn
‘Lord of the Rings’


The King is waking.

“And the Lawed God caused a deep sleep to fall upon Adam, and he slept.”


King Arthur sleeps
King Arthur sleeps


But ‘The Lady of the Lake’ kept Excalibur safe for when he awoke.


It has just been a bad dream. We have dreamed we are all alone in a huge universe where we are effected by forces outside of our control. The King has dreamt he is only a peasant and the Queen that she is just a serving wench who are sinners in the eyes of a cruel God who deserve punishment and need to perfect themselves to please this tyrant.

But the King and Queen can never be separated. Our world is Maya – an illusion of isolation. The feminine is the Is – she is Isis and the masculine is ‘Spark Man’ who causes the ocean to remain vibrant and alive, and if the masculine energy is dulled then the waters can become stagnant. And the energies between masculine and feminine should flow between each other in an equal partnership of For Giving and Love. But our dream is a distortion of reality, where we see the genders as separate from each other whilst the Universe sees us as One and whole and holy.

The King is waking up. In one of these weird coincidences, while I was thinking about the article, a few days ago BB King ‘died’ and my first thought was ‘The King is dead. Long live the King’.




The new King will not come with a mindset of guilt, fear and control but from the heart not the mind and from spiritual masculine love. He will no longer be a worker ant programmed by our false survival need but from the perspective of an eternal spiritual being of male love eternally joined with his Queen.

The cause of the separation between male and female ( and the other divisions ) is the guilt from the Fall as described in Genesis. All guilt originates from there but the guilt is a self inflicted wound. There is no judgemental male God who tells us what is right and wrong and he is literally a figment of our imagination which we then project outwards and we have created a world which is a mirror of the scary, thunderbolt throwing God.

We are all part of ‘God’ and the old patriarchal mind was a mirror of our distorted view of the male ‘God’. And as the King awakens we will also view the male god in a new light because he is just us looking in the mirror.




Wakey, Wakey !


And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold the angels of God ascending and descending on it. Genesis 28:12 KJV


And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: for I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved. Genesis 32:30 KJV

Peniel. Pineal. Nepal.


Kathmandu. Kat Man. Lion….

There’s a lot of fource in Kat Man’s postal code!


Crowley changed the ‘strength’ tarot card to ‘lust’….and just wanted to point out yet another kat man (beast, lion) and woman (Mt. EVErest).


There was so much force in the earthquake last week, it caused an avalanche on Mount EVErest!


Did the Kat Man mount Eve?

from wikipedia: The location, magnitude and focal mechanism of the earthquake suggest that it was caused by a slip along the Main Frontal Thrust. The earthquake’s effects were amplified in Kathmandu as it is sited on the Kathmandu Basin, which contains up to 600 m (2,000 ft) of sedimentary rocks, representing the infilling of a lake.

Holy Mother of ….

from etymonline:

Everestmountain between Nepal and Tibet, named 1865 for Sir George Everest (1790-1866), surveyor-general of India. The Tibetan name is Chomolangma “mother goddess of the world.”

Back to Jacob….


 And God said unto him, Thy name is Jacob: thy name shall not be called any more Jacob, but Israel shall be thy name: and he called his name Israel. Genesis 35:10 KJV


IS RA EL  ( IS = feminine) ( RA = masculine) ( EL = god)

from wikipedia: When Ra was in the underworld, he merged with Osiris, the god of the dead, and through it became the god of the dead as well.

Isis frequently schemed against Ra, as she wanted her son Horus to have the power. In one myth, Isis created a serpent to poison Ra and only gave him the antidote when he revealed his true name to her. Ra now feared Isis, as with his secret name revealed she could use all her power against him and have Horus take over the throne.

Watch out, Ra! Osiris has risen! On Easter…. 

Speaking of OsIRIS, a complex pattern of neurons in the brain cause us to see things in color. Everything is really fifty shades of grey 😉

The color of something perceived is dependent on the background, the lighting and the observer. These two X’s are the same color.



You don’t need Ra anymore when your 3rd eye is wide open.

No rainbow without the sun! (no illusion without light pouring in your 3D self!)


Some think the kundalini of the earth is located in the area of Mount Everest. The Not-Sees certainly did.


OS means open source, IRIS is eye.

The door for the middle chamber was in the right side of the house: and they went up with winding stairs into the middle chamber, and out of the middle into the third. 1 Kings 6:8 KJV

Three eyed Shiva

Before the separation in the garden, we were ONE. Everything got out of balance when we left the garden in the EAST. But we are at an auspicious time right now….

“Let there be lights in the heavens and let them be for signs” Genesis 1:14


“When you see the man with the pitcher of water, follow him into the house.”  Luke 22:10




The changing silver sun allows more photons (SHINY) in our DNA, and a Jacob’s ladder (electrical arc) has been made between the masculine and the feminine


MEmphis. MEroe. MErovee. MEditerranean. MElanin.

from etymonline:

black: Old English blæc “dark,” from Proto-Germanic *blakaz “burned” (cognates: Old Norse blakkr “dark,” Old High German blah “black,” Swedish bläck “ink,” Dutchblaken “to burn”), from PIE *bhleg- “to burn, gleam, shine, flash” (cognates: Greek phlegein “to burn, scorch,” Latin flagrare “to blaze, glow, burn”), from root*bhel- (1) “to shine, flash, burn;”

now check this out from etymonline:

Sirius: brightest star by magnitude, late 14c., from Latin Sirius “the Dog Star,” from Greek Seirios, said to mean literally “scorching” or “the scorcher.”

Sirius and A and B forming a DNA pattern


Black means to SHINE or SCORCH, and Sirius, the SHINIEST star means “SCORCHING”

And the most “scorched” people (most melanin) live in Sudan (US DNA)….


….where there are pyramids in MEroe?!



The pineal gland secretes melatonin, and it is a hormone responsible for health and enlightenment.

Aurora consurgens, 14th century:

“Turn to me with your whole heart and do not despise me because I am black and dark, for the sun has burned me so, and the black depths have covered my face.”

She is showing you the kundalini snaking up her spine. Notice the “evergreen” (eternal) wings.

I found this image in this book. Saw the author and knew it was a sign 😉

alchemy and mysticism
by Alexander Roob (RooBee do!)

And the image and quote above make me think of this:

And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars  Revelation 12:1

“….do not despise me because I am black and dark….”



Don’t hate me….



because I’m beautiful.


The matrix and mindlines these days are crazy. Absolutely berserk. Getting back to the garden isn’t so easy. It is as if we are waiting for critical mass, and the resistance is causing chaos. The ego is fighting for survival because the mind matrix has been hacked. “She” (spiritus sanctus) woke up, Osiris is rising and there is a whole new game on the horizon.

Sudan  SU DAN  US DNA (all of US, our DNA)

We have a collective consciousness and right now there is a storm going on in the ‘whirled mind’



The control freaks (the ego part of US) prefers the very controlled and predictable North West part of the mind. The ego thrives on control. If I were going to make VERY GENERAL, symbolic analogies about mapping people and gender, from a western pov….

The East = Women

The South = darker skin (generally)

And generally speaking, name two groups of people who have had to put up with others consistently trying to control them and degrade them? Black people and women.

What is it with this? We are mirrors of each other. Can we not stand to look at each other? The east (feminine) side is the free-flowing creative side.  (can’t be controlled). The south (more melanin-rich) has a greater alchemical process within them for health and consciousness. (too much ‘open source’ to be controlled).

Its time to

*The most conflict right now in the US concerns African-Americans but I’m not forgetting other melanin-rich people who have suffered injustice, also, simply for having darker skin. Native Americans, aboriginals, south asians, south and middle Americans, the list goes on and on.


There has been a joining in the spirit world. The male and the female. The cycles of guilt and time and “doing time” are over. The shedding of skin has started.  Spirit doesn’t give a damn about money, or if someone is gay, or how educated someone is, and spirit certainly doesn’t give a damn about race or skin color.

Spirit only cares about love. Love is the only thing that is real.

Meet me in the middle. Me, as in You. WE are one big ME!



Bring it all together. Male and female, black and white, first and last. It will be ONEderful.

A little boy and a little girl were looking at a picture of Adam and Eve. Which is Adam and which is Eve? said one. I do not know, said the other, but I could tell if they had clothes on.  – Samuel Butler (novelist)


The garden is within us. We can find it again. Start with your mind….


37. His disciples said, “When will you appear to us, and when will we see you?” Jesus said, “When you strip without being ashamed, and you take your clothes and put them under your feet like little children and trample them, then [you] will see the son of the living one and you will not be afraid.”  – The Gospel of Thomas

In the garden we acquired “coats of skin”. Jesus says if we want to get back there, we must shed them again, without guilt. No coats of skin because no more guilt. No coats of skin because there is no skin color.


Am I telling you to rip off your clothes and run around naked? Walk into the office on casual Friday with nothing but your birthday suit on? If you want 🙂 What I am saying is that an evolution is upon us. We are done with the cycles of time.

Now, for something PUNNY!

Let’s ANALize the situation about URANUS.

(who can say that without laughing?!)

Aquarius is ruled by Uranus. (LOL)

Isn’t Uranus bootyful?


In the Bible which was written in Greek, Jesus says the Kingdom Of Heaven is at hand. The Greek word for heaven is Ouranos which is translated into English as Uranus.

It has to do with cosmic consciousness, pineal (Nepal, melanin), and getting rid of guilt, so we can return to the garden.

The talking snake in the garden was kundalini energy, and it was talking to the feminine side of the brain. No, Eve is not guilty of anything.

Kundalini snakes us the spine, starting at the root chakra, all the way to the crown chakra. The bible calls this the “backside” 🙂

Moses at the Burning Bush
Now Moses was pasturing the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian; and he led the flock to the backside of the wilderness and came to Horeb, the mountain of God. The angel of the LORD appeared to him in a blazing fire from the midst of a bush; and he looked, and behold, the bush was burning with fire, yet the bush was not consumed.… Exodus 3:1 – 2

Some bibles call it the west side, KJ version says backside. And the burning bush is the pineal gland.

The Book with Seven Seals
I saw in the right hand of Him who sat on the throne a book written inside and on the back, sealed up with seven seals. Revelation 5:1

Seven seals, on the back are the chakras up the spine.

And another mentioned above.

And Jacob called the name of the place Peniel: for I have seen God face to face, and my life is preserved. Genesis 32:30 KJV

The tribe of Judah, who’s symbol is a lion, camped in the EAST, at the point of the rising sun. They are the tribe of light!

All those listed of the camp of Judah, by their companies, were 186,400. They shall set out first on the march. Numbers 2:9

speed of light


pretty damn close 🙂

“When you see the man with the pitcher of water, follow him into the house.”  Luke 22:10

The speed of light (the sun, Leo) is opposite on the zodiac wheel of Aquarius (the time of great change). We are living in exciting times…. actually there are no words to describe….

snakes that kiss



Recently, I have read the book version of ‘2001 : A Space Odyssey’ by Arthur C Clarke. Even though the film and book were written in tandem, the book expands on some of the themes in certain areas which may seem vague in the movie.




The early part of the book centres on a major step forward in evolution for mankind through contact with The Monolith. It shows that once one of the man apes, ‘Moon Watcher’ entered the energy field of the Monolith, then the rest of the tribe is effected as well and they all start learning new skills and this then ignites the evolution of the man apes and over a long period of time, we evolve into humans as we know ourselves and kick start the learning and cognitive part our mind.

“The tools they had been programmed to use were simple enough, yet they could change this world and make the man-apes its masters. The most primitive was the hand-held stone, that multiplied many-fold the power of a blow. Then there was the bone club that strengthened the reach and could provide a buffer against the fangs or claws of angry animals. With these weapons, the limitless food that roamed the savannahs was theirs to take.”




‘2001 : A Space Odyssey’ has been by some as a metaphor for the ascension process we have been experiencing since the 1960s. Critics would claim it’s just a work of fiction but maybe humanity did really contact the Monolith through the film and that when viewers watch the movie , they are actually joining with the energy of the Monolith through the movie itself and ‘The Monolith’ kick started a new evolutionary jump for humanity.

Much of the book and movie, relate to the relationship with the human occupants of the space ship, Discovery, Dave Bowman and Frank Poole and HAL who is the inboard computer and is in control of all the technology on the ship, and is in effect the Mind of ‘Discovery’ and Dave and Frank are totally reliant on HAL.

Humanity has its own HAL on Spaceship Earth in its MIND and it barks out orders and has very strange beliefs and tells you lies about yourself. It has a distorted view of Life, the Universe and Everything.

Here are some of its stranger messages that it transmits and our brain then interprets them as our own beliefs .

  • I am a body
  • I die
  • I am a sinner
  • I am imperfect
  • God is my enemy
  • Life is scary
  • I am weak
  • I can be hurt
  • I need
  • Sex is wrong
  • I need saving
  • There is a beginning and end to life

And there are a host of other beliefs about ourselves which HAL tells us is true about our Self but in fact, the complete opposite is true. Using the previous list as a guide, here is the alternative version from our real Self.

  • I am a non physical soul of Love
  • I am eternal
  • I am Innocence
  • I am perfect
  • God loves me without condition
  • Life is safe
  • I am the power and energy of the Universe
  • I have
  • Sex is good
  • I am my holy saviour
  • Life is eternal

And from this belief system which originates from HAL, a whole world of death and want and guilt has been created. At the end of the movie HAL is dismantled by Dave Bowman and switched off.  Our mind is currently undergoing the same process . Our false belief system is being  brought to the surface of my mind for release and much of what was hidden has become visible, and above the clouds of HAL is where the real treasure lies.


Hal memory


After switching off HAL, Dave Bowman experiences a spiritual hyper jump though the Universe and ends up in a strange hotel room where he is to be spiritually reborn and the old mind  erased. The room is a virtual reality creation for Dave  made by the alien intelligence that created the Monolith.

“There being no further use for it, the furniture of the suite dissolved back in to the mind of its creator. Only the bed remained – and the walls, shielding this fragile organism from the energies it could not yet control.

The springs of Dave’s memory were being tapped. In controlled recollection, he was reliving the past.

And even as he relived these events, he knew that all indeed was well. He was retrogressing down the corridors of time, being drained of knowledge and experience as he swept back towards his childhood. But nothing was being lost. All that he had ever been, at every moment of his life was transferred to safer keeping. Even as one David Bowman ceased to exist, another became immortal.” 

Through the Monolith !