CLOSE ENCOUNTERS of the 2020 kind

Hi. Bear with me.

(Ursa Major) I become a water wheel, turning and tasting you, as long as water flows. – Rumi

Jupiter and Saturn are heading for a very close encounter on the winter solstice this year. This is one of many dramatic, significant scenarios in the heavens, reflected on Earth. (In case you haven’t noticed, this year has been “special”).

Shifting timelines and the General Lee unsettled feeling of 2020 has got me in a bewildered state. I haven’t had the focus to write anything that anyone would want to read. But here goes.

Turns out, this year (2020) is actually 2012 on the Ethiopian calendar (now 2013, as of 9/11 this year). And actually, the end of the Mayan calendar is this year, too, instead of previously thought to have ‘ended’ in 2012 (according to this guy).

The crowning corona.

One timeline has the Philippines warning the US about 9/11. Miss USA looks like Miss Mexico and none of them look authentic. Anyway, read between the lines.

About the numbers. The date 12.21.2020 is like 12.21.2012. Two’s and one’s, not to mention the 22 of 2020…22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The end of the logos.

Exactly between South and West is 210 degrees. 21 on the 21st in 2020.

On December 14th, a total Solar eclipse takes place, visible from South America.

This next tidbit is what I think is mind-blowing.

There was the August 21, 2017 eclipse across the US and there will be one on April 8, 2024.

Since the eclipses make an ‘X’, and they cross in Carbondale, Illinois, (the heartland of US), I was inclined to see what the halfway date is between eclipses.

The halfway date between 8.21.2017 and 4.8.2024 is the same date as the total solar eclipse visible in South America, December 14, 2020.

It feels like we are in limbo or something. The experience of being is under lockdown because the mind is not believing in the surrounding dream. Question is, why isn’t the experience going towards dimensionality instead of fear-based lockdown? Knowing the illusion should feel like a weight being lifted. I don’t know what you are feeling, but I am interested…is anyone else having the same experience, or, if not, what is your experience?

What else happened on Dec. 14? Sandy Hook 🙄

Gene Rosen-crusian?

Do we live in a Rosicrusian dream? are we trippin’ through time?

Adam “lands” on earth. The skull ID.

Another December 14th milestone is the “Last Man” on the moon, Gene Cernan. (interesting name).

As Cernan prepared to climb the ladder for the final time, he spoke these words, currently the last spoken by a human being standing on the lunar surface:

Bob, this is Gene, and I’m on the surface; and, as I take man’s last step from the surface, back home for some time to come – but we believe not too long into the future – I’d like to just (say) what I believe history will record: that America’s challenge of today has forged man’s destiny of tomorrow. And, as we leave the Moon at Taurus–Littrow, we leave as we came and, God willing, as we shall return, with peace and hope for all mankind. Godspeed the crew of Apollo 17″.— Cernan

Cernan’s status as the last person to walk on the Moon means Purdue University is the alma mater of both the first person to walk on the Moon—Neil Armstrong—and the most recent. Cernan is one of only three astronauts to travel to the Moon on two occasions; the others being Jim Lovell and John Young. He is also one of only twelve people to have walked on the Moon.wikipedia

First Man (Neil Armstrong)… A lien

I think that says 108 20 00, which encodes the eclipse on 8.21.

Last Man (Gene Cernan) … (hmmm… how do we know he’s the last?)🧐

The first and the last. The alpha and omega.

BTW, the name “Cernan” is Welsh. The Dragon people. Dragon Lines are Ley Lines, and this mound grid takeover is what we are talking about. What does the moon have to do with it? Everything.

The Sun and the Moon and the eclipse that CROSSED the US.

It’s a new, clear (nuclear) 2020 vision or viSION. Illinois is SIONilli. And Carbondale is the car clue. It’s in our first and last man’s Gene’s carbon footprint.

Why Acacia wood for the Ark of Coven? It “corrects” carbon. It’s also indigenous to Reunion Island.

Malaysian flight disappeared off the “grid”.

A great conjunction. A great crossing in the heart of US (Corazón).

The crossing of the eclipses (of 2017 and 2024) is in Carbondale, Illinois. Just a few miles up the Mississippi, the largest indigenous mound complex in the US is across the river from St. Louis, called Cahokia. Several native groups including the Osage and Omaha called it “Wakanda”.


Indigenous people adapted to this plentiful landscape, where they engaged the various forces of the Earth Mother, and envisioned spirits as important sources of power. Native groups such as the Osage and Omaha referred to this force or power as Wakanda; other indigenous people had their own unique word for this force. Not only was the area rich in food for sustaining life, then, but it also provided a spiritual sustenance that reinforced a view of the larger cosmos—a place constantly striving for balance as the world and people would start to teeter.

The Crossing.

The symbol means “love”, or “hug”, according to the makers of Black Panther. And they don’t mention it is a Native American word. It crosses the heart, or corazón, (corona).

“In the ¢egiha the language spoken by the Ponka and Omaha, Wakanda means “the mysterious” or “powerful one,” and it is applied in several senses. It is now used to denote the God of monotheism. Some of the old people say that their ancestors always believed in a supreme Wakanda or Mysterious Power. It sometimes refers to the Thunder being. James Owen Dorsey, A Study of Siouan Cults, in the Annual report of the Bureau of Ethnology to the Secretary of the Smithsonian Institution, Volume 11, 1889-1890 (Washington: U. S. Government Printing Office, 1894) 361-544 [366].” (link)

I can’t remember a single instance of mounds being mentioned at school. When you realize how many there are, the mind goes haywire processing the implications of this and how it is essentially invisible, yet everywhere.

Big effigies they built, like the Serpent Mound, are best seen from the sky. In a “real” reality, heaven and earth are engaged in a way that you might put lots of effort to build an effigy, or a giant chalk figure, or extremely large geoglyphs in the desert to communicate with the enveloping heavens you are a part of.

The mound builders are of mysterious origin. When the Europeans came and asked who built the large earth structures, they said it was their ancestors, more specifically, “the ones who were here before”. And I won’t even go into the giants theory but there is plenty of information if you care to research.

Some of the mounds were for ceremonies. And some of the mounds were where the natives buried the dead. A pile of bones would be like an antenna or connection center because bones are made of Calcium Carbonate. The Rosicrucians and other ‘keepers of secret knowledge’ know this. Consider earth mounds the same way you would pyramids and other megalithic structures.

Constructed next to the Nile, just as the mounds were all along the Mississippi.

“There is another interesting aspect when you consider the angles of the Great Pyramid. When it was in its heyday, the pyramid was encased in limestone which is really just calcium carbonate. If you put this chemical under a microscope and apply a protractor to what you see, you will discover that calcium carbonate also consists of two 51.51′ angles at the base of each triangular molecule. In other words, the molecules in the limestone facing of the pyramid were mirroring the very shape of the Great Pyramid which mimics the Earth’s grid itself. Taking this a step further, calcium carbonate is what human bones are made of. This is why the dead bones of the Montauks were so important to tapping into the grid. The geometry of the bones was in complete resonance to the pyramidal structure of the grid. Of course, all human bones have this property. They resonate energy which can include consciousness as well.” – The Babalon Working

X-rays reveal John Dee surrounded by skulls and performing Enochian magic.

If you wanted to cut off the connection that seems to connect these ancient sites and the consciousness of the people who built them and held them sacred, the thing to do is desecrate it and put your own structure on top of it. Ras Ben can tell you precisely how it was done.

The natural Earth matrix became an artificial grid. Who did this? The faces on dollar bills. They built their homes on the sacred mounds.

Thomas Jefferson – MONTicello

George Washington – MOUNT Vernon

John Adams – RichMOUND

James Madison – MONTipelier

James Monroe – Monroe HILL

John Quincy Adams – Meridian HILL

The video above mentions the significance of The Philadelphia Museum of Art in FairMONT. Built on possibly the most sacred mound in the US.

Perhaps that is why the Pope came to Philly, not New York, not DC, not Chicago, not LA, but Philly. And it might be because (according to the Lenni Lanape), this mound covered by a museum is the most powerfully charged place on EARTH. (this valuable information I learned from watching Ras Ben videos. He does good research!)

Quite a turnout for the Pope!

No need to emphasize how utterly bizarre this year is, but yet another unsettling theme is the “great reset”. This narrative is being pushed along and the fabrication is quite obvious. You can tell there are think tanks sitting around and coming up with phrases like “great reset”, “social distancing”, “flatten the curve”, etc. I think of these phrases in the same way of how Starbucks is selling me an expensive cup of “tall” coffee on the sly. There is no “short”. And if there were, it would be $37.00.

Master builders?

This “great reset” is aligned with the cosmic clock. Maybe what a great reset means is going to a place that your heart yearns for and you have a gnosis of it. Another dimension. A splitting of timelines…or something.

What if the Philadelphia Experiment left a hole in spacetime? What if somehow our souls landed in this place in a similar fashion through some portal or hole in spacetime and we know that something doesn’t feel right?

Crew members on the USS Eldridge were disoriented after teleporting. Some became part of the metal of the ship, and some didn’t even come back, so I guess they’re in limbo or some subatomic dimension. Ant-man? Or maybe ANTI-MATTER man?!

I wonder if the ark of the covenant is a symbol of taking the power out of ourselves and placing it outside? The outside sky god. Out there in space. Everything “out there” makes a dense world. I think this great ‘reset’ is a portal, or maybe a timeline splitting off and we go home to the place we gnosis of. And the parasites and robot zombie people can stay in the retard world and continue their stupid simulation.

Some type of ‘event’ like this has happened before. People talk about mud floods, Tartaria, Atlantis, etc. Here are a few examples of some places shrouded in mystery.

“Cahokia rose abruptly starting in A.D. 1050, and was abandoned almost as abruptly 250 years later. Its failure – which other studies revealed came during a period of climate change and regional conflict – offers more of a mystery than its origins.”

Cahokia, right in the middle of the Heartland.

Wakanda Forever, cross my heart!

Cahokia (or Wakanda, as the Osage called it), is right across the river from the gateway arch in St. Louis.

And what happened to these people?

“Upon their return to England in the autumn of 1584, Amadas and Barlowe spoke highly of the tribes’ hospitality and the strategic location of Roanoke. They brought back two natives: Wanchese, a Secotan, and Manteo, a Croatan whose mother was the chieftain of Croatoan Island. The expedition’s reports described the region as a pleasant and bountiful land, alluding to the Golden Age and the Garden of Eden, although these accounts may have been embellished by Raleigh.

Queen Elizabeth was impressed with the results of Raleigh’s expedition. In 1585, during a ceremony to knight Raleigh, she proclaimed the land granted to him “Virginia” and proclaimed him “Knight Lord and Governor of Virginia”. Sir Walter Raleigh proceeded to seek investors to fund a colony.”

Red flags are raised from that last paragraph. It’s as though our minds were hijacked. And there is also something about a lockdown on the electromagnetic field. I simply do not believe this is reality. If its real, it ought to feel real. And it would have meaning and spiritual enrichment. Some kind of disgusting wizardry (Levite priests) put into motion a spell. The rosy cross, which is love (Venus) strapped down by time (Saturn). It must be a way to control the f137d. That is my opinion but I’m just connecting the dots. This is not attacking a specific group of people because in the simulation, the “baddies” come from all sorts. And if the apocalypse is a revealing, then there are no “baddies”, just illusion.

Here is the esoteric illustration of ‘The Invisible College’, used by the Rosicrucians.

I don’t understand the symbolism of every component, but here’s what I see. The tetragrammaton (‘hand of god’) holding the center point of the domed or capped (cathode,… catholic battery), and the circular cap over the squared (earth?), in motion, as it is on wheels. (Is this a nod to the Copernican shift to a heliocentric model?) At first glance, I thought the men in the turrets were holding swords, but looking closer, I think they are feathers. Are they picking up the “current” of the magnetic field in the air? Testing the ‘weight’ or frequency? And the flying notes are coming and going, what social media is today, which reveals a central hub always gathering what’s trending and sending out information to trend. Overall, it seems a lifeless machine that keeps track of data and evaluates it against an ’emotional’, or ‘frequency/vibrational’ litmus test. (Seems that if the pendulum gets out of whack, the portals open and chains come un-done. We exist in a field. And something outside me is taking too much energy!)

But here’s what I think is particularly interesting. See the ark that landed on the mountain in the background? I think of that as the DNA data that stored (and since included in the illustration), is a hint to how this strange reality works. “In the days of Noah…” included giants. And some native lore say giants built the mounds. Even if skeletons were found and they are in the basement of the Smithsonian, the literal manifestation of giant evidence doesn’t sway my opinion that a giant is a symbol of being beyond our current state of microcosm/macrocosm. Maybe a giant just means you exist in that sacred place where heaven and earth are always intermingled. Maybe a fairy is like Ant-Man, able to perceive the subatomic or quantum level. To further my thought about this, try to make an appointment at the Royal Observatory, or the Teide in Spain, or Lowell Observatory in the US. Why is “science” and space so out-of-reach, yet, overly sensitive to any interest or questions? Why can’t I go to my local observatory on a clear night and see Jupiter and its moons?! Sure, you might need help adjusting and operating something that technical, but I guarantee you, there is never such an “open house” event where you can step up to the telescope and say “Jupiter, please” and they type ‘Jupiter’ in the computer connected to the telescope, which easily determines the coordinates and points telescope at requested heavenly body. Nope. Never happens. You probably can’t even get in to see the facility! You certainly can’t at the National Naval Observatory in DC. I tried. From the website:

Tour Information

Due to enhanced DoD Security requirements, public tours of the U.S. Naval Observatory are no longer conducted.

And also from the website, this is one of the things they do:

Precise Time

USNO Master Clock, Network Time Protocol (NTP) servers, web-based time synchronization, GPS timing products and services, Two-Way Satellite Time Transfer, and Loran-C timing products.

Master CLOCK!

The reason the Open House Party at the Observatory doesn’t exist, is because it is a message. The message is, go to your 3rd-party representative (a priest, pastor, peer-reviewed & ‘accredited’ scientist, or perhaps an ‘accredited’ university with “experts”), so they can tell you what to see and what you are seeing, what is important to see, and act as the intermediary for your peon-self in this simulation non-reality.

The DIRECT CONNECTION to the heavens has been cut off in this simulation, anyway. It’s part of the hypnotism. Don’t believe the chatter of ‘busy-ness’. Be a giant. No need for a middle man.

In the book The Philadelphia Experiment Murder by Alexandra Bruce, Montauk Project survivor Stewart Swerdlow uses the terms “DNA” and “Mind Pattern” interchangeably. He suggests that DNA is a molecular representation of a specific range of consciousness frequencies akin to a circuit board through which the nonphysical aspects of a conscious entity interface with physical reality.

A circuit board, huh?

Above (circuit board), below, Teotihuaca in Mexico.

The crossing.

Photo 51

They can call it a “reset”, and perhaps it is for those who want to stay in the simulation. I say it is a Great Crossing into something real.

I had an experience where I saw a great crossing, or a birth. It was coming through (I don’t know how to describe it… from ‘other’ place). The crossing was through a crown of fire. A corona. It was a ring of yods. Or the gateway where Shiva is dancing the Tandava. The feeling was immense love and bliss. I had this experience earlier this year at the same time Coronavirus was sending the world into PANdemonium.

As the Lord of Dance, Nataraja, Shiva performs the Ananda Tandava (dance of bliss), the dance in which the universe is created, maintained, and dissolved. 

First, it is seen as the image of his rhythmic or musical play which is the source of all movement within the universe. This is represented by the circular or elliptical frame surrounding Shiva.

Secondly, the purpose of his dance is to release the souls of all men from the snare of illusion.

Lastly, the place of the dance, Chidambaram, which is portrayed as the center of the universe, is actually within the heart.

I cross my heart. The corazón. It is the fulcrum between the physical and spiritual.

Wakanda, the mysterious FORCE.

The heart of US.

In the heart of Paris, the Notre Dame caught fire in the core-thedral. The spire was charred and it was a crossing. Carbon. Charred. Je suis Charred 😉

The event was shocking and felt like an energy that was sending a message, and at the same time, desperate to be seen. There’s a French Connection…

from the date of the Notre Dame fire 4.15.2019 to the Great Conjunction winter solstice 12.21.2020 is

616 days, or 1 yr 8 mo 6 days, or 88 weeks.

666 is generally believed to have been the original Number of the Beast in the Book of Revelation in the Christian Bible. In 2005, however, a fragment of papyrus 115 was revealed, containing the earliest known version of that part of the Book of Revelation discussing the Number of the Beast.

Without fussing over details, 616 could possibly be the beastly number, that I interpret to mean carbon physical matter.

And I have to stop and go to bed. I love you all. MJ

Leave it to Beaver. “The final results are impressive.”

“…let the wind do the rest.”

“The whole family works together, carefully interlocking the timber.”


Frankie says relax.

8:48:08: The first television report of an incident at the World Trade Center is broadcast locally in New York by WNYW less than two minutes after the plane crashed into the North Tower. WNYW breaks into a Paramount Pictures movie trailer for Zoolander with the first live TV pictures of black smoke coming from the North Tower, relayed by a WNYW cameraman at ground level.


The name “Derek Zoolander” was invented by Bates while he was editing the first short film, and was inspired by the names of two male models who both worked for Calvin Klein: the Dutchman Mark Vanderloo and the American Johnny Zander.

Derek Zoolander’s signature look is called Blue Steel.



We interrupt the regular programming.



Milla Jovovich as Katinka Ingabogovinanana in Zoolander.



Matilda follows Derek to a pre-runway party, where, upon being challenged by Hansel, Derek loses to Hansel in a “walk-off” judged by David Bowie.

Donald Trump and Melania Trump have a cameo in Zoolander.

Jennifer Coolidge is in Zoolander but I can’t find a clip. This is my favorite character played by hilarious Jenny Coolidge and she’s going to wait until she gets another message from myself.

The twin towers, Jachin and Boaz, are the Sun and the Moon.

8:46:40: Flight 11 crashes into the North Tower of WTC.


I guess the North Tower is the Sun 





(Howdy! This is a mish mash of this n that. And first I’m ranting about dinosaurs because I brought it up at the LoL and haven’t replied in the comets as I intended. About the dinosaurs, not trying to say it isn’t an interesting topic, in and of itself, just pointing out a possible case of conspired dinosaur programming at a particular age for a specific reason by (I’m not sure who), and just elaborating on why I think somethin’ funny is going on! (UPDATE as I’m writing) Also, the GODzilla. And the train connection. Jesus. This is getting weird. Just read the LoL and I can’t even keep up and I don’t know what to think of… watt is happening.)

Dinosaur. Die, not soar.

Hi kids! Welcome to the Program!

Dinosaur Train embraces and celebrates the fascination that preschoolers have with both dinosaurs and trains, while encouraging basic scientific thinking skills as the audience learns about life science, natural history and paleontology.

I am not a professional child psychologist, but I am a mom, and I would say that there is no built-in fascination with dinosaurs. Kids copy what they see and are sponges. Remember the wonderful ‘pretend play’ age? I “bought” so many train tickets and had them stamped by an adorable “engineer” wearing his train engineer outfit, that I must’ve seen the world thousands of times by train! ☺️ I miss those days.

From the University of Illinois:

Three and four-year-old children are often called preschoolers.

Fears often develop during the preschool years. Common fears include new places and experiences and separation from parents and other important people. You can expect the preschool child to test you over and over again.

He or she might use forbidden words and might act very silly. Preschoolers may still have trouble getting along with other children and sharing may still be difficult. Because of their developing imaginations and rich fantasy lives, they may have trouble telling fantasy from reality. They may also talk about imaginary friends. Preschoolers need clear and simple rules so that they know the boundaries of acceptable behavior.

Hmmm…trouble telling fantasy from reality, huh? Sounds like a good time for “scare tactics” and putting friendly anthropomorphic features on a nightmarish beast that would love to have you for lunch and has no mammalian brain that could bridge a connection, at all! Cold. Blooded. Reptilian.

No, dinosaurs weren’t fluffy, nor did they smile, just THINK AND KNOW about dinosaurs and the story about them.

One day in 1991, the daughter of Connecticut Public Television executive Larry Rifkin rented one of the videos and was “mesmerized” by it. Rifkin thought the concept could be developed for PBS. Rifkin thought Barney had appeal because he was not as neurotic as Big Bird. He pitched it to CPTV president Jerry Franklin, whose preschool son also fell in love with it. Franklin and Rifkin pitched the idea to all of their colleagues with preschoolers, and they all agreed that kids would love a Barney show.

And that’s how it happened and it all makes perfect sense!

(You could pick ANY f*cking animal, anthropomorphize it, make it happy and friendly and cuddly, and a pre-schooler would love it. It works with terrifying, giant lizards, right? Works with bears, right?)

scary bear photo picture growling teeth mouth
One option would be to present scary creatures that actually exist NOW.

Yes, dinosaurs are exotic and very different. But it’s the story introduced with the dinosaurs that is so important. If kids aren’t indoctrinated with religion, (which seems to be an agenda. Sorry, folks, I usually question conspiracy, but…) then another way would be to make cute friendly dinosaurs everywhere so they’ll say “what is that?” And you say “those are dinosaurs. They’re huge lizards that lived over 200 million years ago. But you don’t need to worry about them because they all got wiped out suddenly by a huge meteor that hit the earth and formed a dust cloud so thick that everything died because the light from the sun couldn’t reach the earth. See? No worries.”

Fears often develop during the preschool years.

IMO, the dinosaur story is a big reinforcer about TIME. Dem bones and Saturn. Cycle and recycle. Over and over, to be a battery or something for ?… As David Icke says “you don’t get the carrot and if you protest, you get the stick.

Of course, you find dinosaur exhibits at museums which is a perfect place to find them. And you’ll also find them at children’s museums with a pretend-play fossil dig! I have been to lots of children’s museums in quite a few cities around the US and there is almost always a fossil dig and dinosaurs. A museum is an “official” place of the “official” narrative. If something is at a museum, it must be the “truth”, right?

Touch the Moon! Or not. And really not. Again, not really


If you don’t see why I think this is so weird, think about it from the perspective of what else could be on exhibit. There’s only thousands upon thousands. For example, I think kids (or anybody) would think it is interesting that from this one, singular, amazing creature here…


…are from where all of these beloved creatures pictured here originate, from Pekingese to Poodle to German Shepherd.


I don’t know about you, but I find the genetic diversity of dogs absolutely amazing. These critters exist right NOW, not 200 million years ago.

And they have jobs! Dogs with jobs. They can be trained to help people with particular needs and improve their daily lives. An amazing companion.


Here is the typical thing you see and here’s a person who designs the exhibits at museums and says how bad they suck

They do?

I have some suggestions as alternative options to put in children’s museums. Instead of focusing on something from 200 million years ago, how about something that could be useful right NOW? Perhaps an exhibit designed for kids that is about the various animals you might encounter on a camping trip? Could be useful and is also interesting.



Never feed a bear and never leave out food! (useful and interesting information).

There’s usually a space exhibit in every kid’s museum. Usually, it is a linear line-up that addresses the magnitude of distance and size of all the planets. Definitely interesting and kids love knowing about magnitude.

Adventure Science
Adventure Science Museum in Nashville, Tennessee

But, I have never seen anything about the solar system presented in a way that shows the heavens are a reflection on Earth. These images show the beautiful pattern of movement in the heavens, and seeing it this way is dimensional, as it is captured as a geometrical shape frozen in time, recognizable as shapes seen in flora, fauna, and all creatures and man-made structures and phenomena that manifest on Earth.


This is fun. Click-ity!

Look kids! The pattern formed is the space that holds, as well as the size of the inside gear, and also the motion of the hand of YOU! 😃 It’s one thing!

what is making what go?

It just goes.

Recently, a crop circle appeared in S-particles Wood.

Ant crop circle 45
After studying these two field images in overlap, it seems possible that the “hole” (which that “ant” came out of) may be meant to represent some kind of portal between dimensions or “spacetime wormhole”.

Nether Me on-the-hill, on the solstice. It’s neitherME, in other words ANTi-me. Seems to be a message.  The ant is an ant. And the ant is also the bridge. It is, and is also what is outside of itself, and what it is becoming.

You are, and you are also the surrounding.

What kind of impression and effect on the mind would happen, if this type of message were placed in front of a 3-5 year old, as much as and instead of, the die, not soar message?


Here’s a die, not soar. And that’s the “official” message from ?

This is only scary from human perspective. Reptiles among reptiles are just a bunch of reptiles. You can imagine yourself as a dinosaur among dinosaurs, but a human among dinosaurs is a different story. Since humans weren’t around at the same time, you don’t have that problematic factor when presenting this to kids, and it goes undetected on the parents’ radar screen because parents are programmed, too. If humans were with dinosaurs, you’d have to also involve a human extinction in the story (and that muddles up the religious doctrine), a killer instinct that you couldn’t anthropomorphize (and that muddles with the glorified American soldier), and, human survivors of the cataclysm would defy the importance of Saturnian agriculture of Abrahamic religions; in other words, the cohabitants of the dinosaurs are badass motherfuckers and no ‘time’ needed to figure out survival. Sky god? Bitch please. Bring on the meteor and T-rex. You don’t slay the dragon, you become one with the dragon!

See why there are no Native American exhibits at kid’s museums? Could possibly spark an uprising. If kids are imprinted with an ability to take over, then they just might TAKE OVER!

I’m not saying humans aren’t capable of atrocity. I just think we are a part of something that naturally allows self-healing, and that process is extremely disturbed by manipulation. 

When you find yourself in that corner, put your poker face on and say you’ll eat the berries…(and watch what happens)

The reptilian, ritualistic mind cannot have this type of realization, as it exists in survival mode and thrives by repetition, ritual and petty hierarchy.

It’s fine for dinosaurs among dinosaurs, but we aren’t. We are humans and we feel immense love. Creativity is the mode, not survival. This is an ELectric universe, and that is the f137d that exists, NOT gravity. The ‘space’ is one thing with you and whatever is out there is you. Alien? You’re the alien, self-discovering. The Earth is flat and round, and it’s time to start using both operating systems, because that is what is intended. Were you not given both to work with each other?

Total solar eclipse coming up on 7.2 in the constellation of Gemini, the twins!

If different ideas are presented, like fractals, (seeing yourself as a portal between microcosm and macrocosm), then perhaps the ‘divide and conquer’, and separation would cease. An existence as experiencing yourself as a part of what makes it churn would be divine, and also, truth.


To perceive yourself as part of the whole takes nothing away from the individual experience of existence, except fear, maybe. And even if it doesn’t necessarily take away fear, it would at least communicate truth in one big symbol: that you are a complete representation of the whole thing, on the smallest scale, to the biggest scale, which is one big eternal whirled. The mind determines what IS, in symbols, that are both conscious and subconscious, which are processed by the logic mind. IMO, there is an agenda happening with the purpose of influencing and limiting what our minds perceive.


And that’s why I don’t particularly like the dinosaur program, at the vulnerable time it is heavily presented.

Fuck this shit!

“Go home and tell yer momma, and yer priest and yer rabbi(t) what I said!” …all the fucks I give…!

I can go on…


The Land Before Time is a 1988 animated adventure drama film directed and produced by Dragon’s Lair co-creator Don Bluth and executive produced by Steven Spielberg, George Lucas, Kathleen Kennedy, and Frank Marshall. The film stars the voices of Gabriel Damon, Candace Hutson, Judith Barsi and Will Ryan with narration provided by Pat Hingle.

Produced by the American companies Amblin Entertainment and Lucasfilm, and the American-Irish Sullivan Bluth Ltd., it features dinosaurs living in the prehistoric times. The plot concerns a young “Longneck” named Littlefoot, who is orphaned when his mother is killed by a “Sharptooth”. Littlefoot flees famine and upheaval to search for the Great Valley, an area spared from devastation. On his journey, he meets four young companions: Cera the “Threehorn”, Ducky the “Bigmouth”, Petrie the “Flyer”, and Spike the “Spiketail”.

During production of An American Tail, talk began of the next feature with Steven Spielberg. Spielberg wanted to do a film similar to Bambi, but with only dinosaurs. George Lucas was also brought in on the project. An early working title for the film was The Land Before Time Began. Spielberg and Lucas originally wanted the film to have no dialogue, like The Rite of Spring sequence in Fantasia, but the idea was abandoned in favor of using voice actors in order to make it appealing to children.

Wow, can you believe that part of the story was that the mom was killed?! Sounds a bit too much for kids! Surely the writers could think of a different drama!  Or not. Again, it seems like some kind of manipulation. A puzzle with too many pieces!  Clicky, are you here? If it’s just ME, then I’m not convincing myself! Halp! I’m lost at sea!

The commentary on this one…😂

Ok, switching gears to another not-new topic, yet always mind-boggling, the n to the I to the n the e, to the…

I am one with The All.

the twin towers on 9.11!

The South Tower collapsed after burning for 56 minutes. And that is 3,360 seconds.

Remember the earthquake in Italy? Save the clock tower!


The 336th day of the year is 12.1, or 11 x 11





How deep is your love?

M was born in 1969 and has a thing about water. He only likes the ‘open’ mem.

part of M birth chart report

He was born in ’69, the year of the MOON landing.



He showed me where he grew up, next to the (closed mem) on Lake Michigan.

He used to go sailing as a teenager.


We are far from the shallow, now.

I had this dream that I was in a horrible place. Nothing made sense.

The world isn’t black and white. It’s color.

Somehow the world has become so unreal that it feels like

How would something get your attention, if it couldn’t get your attention?


The twins. Sun and Moon. A solar eclipse on 7.2 and the 50th anniversary on 7.20. The water is safe, even when it is a closed mem. You just have to see what is before the amoeba.

I’m already celebrating the Sun landing on the Moon! Amazing RADIANCE and grace.

At PINE(al) POINT Beach, Maine. The Moon is the Sun.

TWINS, in the solar eclipse on 7.2



Everything is


I had a blast Clicky! I hope you can come over again 🙂


Will you do me a favor and read this? I blah blah blah too much last time. Possibly it is easier to not blah blah blah.

“slope of the earth from equator to pole,”


Ever notice how tents and booths are mentioned a whole lot in the babble?

tent (n.)

c. 1300, “portable shelter of skins or coarse cloth stretched over poles,” from Old French tente “tent, hanging, tapestry” (12c.), from Medieval Latin tenta “a tent,” literally “something stretched out,” noun use of fem. singular of Latin tentus “stretched,” variant past participle of tendere “to stretch,” from PIE root *ten- “to stretch.” The notion is of “stretching” hides over a framework. Tent caterpillar first recorded 1854, so called from the tent-like silken webs in which they live gregariously.

What I take from that is a tent is symbolic of a magnetic field that draws attention, like the North Pole where it spins. And the ‘fabric’ of the tent, stretched over the pole is the weaving of the story in which all is connected. The signal is carried throughout the golden thread of the spinning Jenny!

the weaving of the tapestry that symbolises what is spread throughout from the pole to the entire city/country

I know I babble-on about the babble, but some things are realizations to me and sorry if I lag behind. I’m just writing in my diary. I think you can use these words interchangeably: government/religion. Because they operate the exact same way. There is something that tugs at me, and it is a feeling that I should try to understand why I don’t understand energy better and why I don’t understand how to be fully self-sufficient.

Have a look at this (or not, you might not want to). This just might be the most BIZARRE bit of the holy babble. (and most definitely, hateful part in the babble). It talks about two sisters who are prostitutes, Oholah and Oholibah. There is a pun in these names in the Hebrew. Oholah means “her tent”, and Oholibah means “my tent is in her”.

How about that?! (click-ity click click-ity click!)

The POLE is immersed in the creative (her) and your knowledge of this would cause you to be a fully self-sustained being and there would be mention of anything horrible like insurance, healthcare, money, or anything, ever. There has been a hijack of the mind. Now tell me this doesn’t sound like some archontic entity! Like JLL says, they can’t create, they replicate, and they are jealous.

Ezekiel 23

The word of the Lord came again to me, saying:

“Son of man, there were two women,
The daughters of one mother.
They committed harlotry in Egypt,
They committed harlotry in their youth;
Their breasts were there embraced,
Their virgin bosom was there pressed.
Their names: Oholah the elder and Oholibah her sister;
They were Mine,
And they bore sons and daughters.
As for their names,
Samaria is Oholah, and Jerusalem is Oholibah.

“Oholah played the harlot even though she was Mine;
And she lusted for her lovers, the neighboring Assyrians,
Who were clothed in purple,
Captains and rulers,
All of them desirable young men,
Horsemen riding on horses.
Thus she committed her harlotry with them,
All of them choice men of Assyria;
And with all for whom she lusted,
With all their idols, she defiled herself.
She has never given up her harlotry brought from Egypt,
For in her youth they had lain with her,
Pressed her virgin bosom,
And poured out their immorality upon her.

“Therefore I have delivered her
Into the hand of her lovers,
Into the hand of the Assyrians,
For whom she lusted.
10 They uncovered her nakedness,
Took away her sons and daughters,
And slew her with the sword;
She became a byword among women,
For they had executed judgment on her.

11 “Now although her sister Oholibah saw this, she became more corrupt in her lust than she, and in her harlotry more corrupt than her sister’s harlotry.

12 “She lusted for the neighboring Assyrians,
Captains and rulers,
Clothed most gorgeously,
Horsemen riding on horses,
All of them desirable young men.
13 Then I saw that she was defiled;
Both took the same way.
14 But she increased her harlotry;
She looked at men portrayed on the wall,
Images of Chaldeans portrayed in vermilion,
15 Girded with belts around their waists,
Flowing turbans on their heads,
All of them looking like captains,
In the manner of the Babylonians of Chaldea,
The land of their nativity.
16 As soon as her eyes saw them,
She lusted for them
And sent messengers to them in Chaldea.

17 “Then the Babylonians came to her, into the bed of love,
And they defiled her with their immorality;
So she was defiled by them, and alienated herself from them.
18 She revealed her harlotry and uncovered her nakedness.
Then I alienated Myself from her,
As I had alienated Myself from her sister.

19 “Yet she multiplied her harlotry
In calling to remembrance the days of her youth,
When she had played the harlot in the land of Egypt.
20 For she lusted for her paramours,
Whose flesh is like the flesh of donkeys,
And whose issue is like the issue of horses. 😳
21 Thus you called to remembrance the lewdness of your youth,
When the Egyptians pressed your bosom
Because of your youthful breasts.

Raise your hand if you remember that bible study at Sunday School.

There is a storm tonight. (listen to the tree frogs!)

I’m feeling very strange today. I had this experience when M took me into the forest to see the fireflies. It was so dark, I couldn’t see anything except little flickers of fire flies and blue fairies. And, I met the ancient goddess and she pulled me into her black cloak of darkness because she wanted me to see something. I have never met this particular energy. She wasn’t youthful, but she was powerful and full of love. It seemed she was a shaman.



We went to Robbinsville, close to where the Snowbird Cherokee live.


And today, I took the boys to Baskin Robbins, or 31 flavors.

It is always Stranger Things.

Welcome to the Program.


I spied something across the street.

Mirror universe.


EXPOSURE! in the Purple Zone

Today, I have a very, VERY special guest. Would you like a hint…, dear reader?



That’s right!!!!! Clicky the Click-star is here to guide us through this ramble of a shamble! Welcome, Clicky!

kisses to Clicky!

Clicky, I am very honored that you would join us!


I know you are used to helping Rooby at the LoL. Impressive resume, Clicky. She is a very astute gal, often reminding us of the practical side of things, with a dash of sass and wit!


And that’s what I need, Clicky, a little bit of support with perspective and also help with not wandering too far off in la la land, which is pretty much where I live.

Let’s get started. We’re going into a war zone in the Middle mE. Just gonna throw out some ideas, do some reflecting, and try to better understand what is happening in this crazy whirled!

Here. We. Go.


Something we have seen lately is an overly-sensitive zone that has more than a couple of hot buttons. Tread lightly in the purple zone with anything about the LGBT community. Actually, throw a parade as you pass through the purple zone to honor them, and don’t forget to shame a man for being a man (any reason will do or just make up something), and shame a high-school girl for what she’s wearing (no matter what she’s wearing). Oh, and never, EVER say anything about the


Because if you do, you will be shutdown faster than a fart in a fan factory.

Now, what was the TRANSgression that was so whore-able, that perhaps took place in the purple zone?


I still don’t know…? For saying “whore”? Really I am confused. So you can’t have discussions and say witty things with other adult people, but yet this shit is promoted on major networks?

An 11-year-old drag queen is a ‘trailblazer’, but an adult can’t say ‘whore’?

Is it just me, or does anybody else find this odd? And to clarify, I don’t find it odd that a child might feel like they were born with anatomy that doesn’t match how they feel, it is odd that an 11-year-old of either gender is encouraged for this behavior that they couldn’t understand at this point in their lives. On the surface, you might think it is to counter any bullying that could happen, but I just sense there’s more…

Think of it like this: if a major network talk show were to have an 11-year-old girl come out in a bikini and swinging around on a pole, just “expressing herself”, would that seem odd? How is the 11-yr-old drag queen different?! This shit is making leaps and bounds and I’m used to weirdness, but…


Clicky, when things come up that seem odd and there’s more under the surface, I try to rule out conspiracy and see what kind of reflection it might be. Not because there is never conspiracy, but because I like to consider all angels. I don’t know wtf is going on but it’s getting stranger by the minute. Do you gnose anything?

If there is any conspiracy or hidden forces at work, I think JLL is on to something when he discusses the archons of the gnostic texts. Those texts leave out the most important and revealing bits! The reason why it it resonates so much, is because I find it hard to believe it is merely humanity’s own attachment to ego that is keeping us in what feels like a box that isn’t big enough anymore.

Does anybody else feel like this? I also feel like just expressing feelings is suppressed. Feelings get overruled by logic. I think that is a bad idea. There is a reason you feel something. You might be wrong about it, but how do you know if you don’t have a chance to explore it? It is possible that what is at stake is going beyond a threshold that every person on earth would benefit in such a way that is near impossible to say or write with words, since words are a threshold and there is a tight grip in this area right now.

It’s in the AIR and communication is about the exchange and the exchange rate. The current sea, it’s the e-motion of the ocean and we are all downstream. There is no special 144,000, there is no ‘left behind’, there is no group that wouldn’t be where the all of earth would be. It is difficult to describe with words, as the threshold is beyond words and involves dimensions that are entwined with expanded communication that doesn’t have anything to do with record-keeping and filling out forms and bullshit politics, etc., and it is also beyond the grips that are hell-bent on controlling the currency and reproduction.

My point is this: I think it isn’t unreasonable to think it is possible that extra-dimensional entities might be ‘feeding’ off of humanity’s dense existence and there is an interest of these entities to keep things in the box. It’s the FIELD that would be manipulated and the FIELD that is what could take US through the threshold. What threshold? The one that would bridge the great divide.

Okay, I have already blah-blahed more than I like so let’s get to the nitty gritty! If 11 yr-old drag queens are the new normal, then I’m going with Childhood’s end.

I got my shamble shoes on! 🙂

Look at that, Clicky. An inversion folds in on itself. A self-sustained thing-a-ma-jig that is contained within and out. Boom! 💥

Here in the US, we have a history of unhealthy psychological and social practices. The pendulum swings back and forth so much that it doesn’t stop long enough for any reflection and cycle continues making the tension so thick you can cut it with a knife. Suppression of emotions and sexuality keep US in a child-like state and people point fingers and indulge in quick fixes and there is NEVER any real healing or connection. To be honest, it is a miracle that we have this connection on Merovee. It is absolutely nothing short of a miracle, and I think you wouldn’t find anything like it anywhere else. It could possibly be a reason for the sensitivity of the tribes in the purple zone.

Clicky, not long ago, I went to see possibly, my most favorite EVER broadway show. My face and body hurt from laughing so much. And an outstanding theme was going beyond a naive state that religion will so easily keep you in.


The Book of Mormon is a brilliant show, and the young Elders of the church are on a mission to save the world with the good news that the Book of Mormon brings. Salvation! Purity and goodness! It makes god proud! It is hilarious and brilliant and has all the irreverence you’d expect from Southpark creators. I was surprised that it was 2011 when it made its debut, as I was searching for YouTubes of some of the performances and while searching, I discovered that ‘Hello’ was the opening number for the 2012 Tony awards. Dear reader, there is something very fascinating about this opening number at the 66th Tony awards. First, watch the video from the very beginning.

At the beginning, the ambitious elders knock on the dressing rooms of Ricky Martin, Matthew Broderick, Cynthia Nixon, James Earl Jones and Judith Light. This line up of people have the most interesting connection, Clicky! I’m curious to see what you think!

As Solomon was of the tribe of Judah, his son Menelik I would continue the line, which according to Ethiopian history was passed directly down from king to king until Emperor Haile Selassie I (ostensibly the 225th king from King David) was deposed in 1974.

First, let’s talk about Judith Light.


Judith fem. proper name, from Latin, from Greek Ioudith, from Hebrew Yehudith, fem. of Yehudha, literally “son of Judah” (see Judah). Judy is a pet form of it.

light (v.2)“to shed light; to set on fire,” late Old English lihtan (Anglian), liehtan (West Saxon), originally transitive, “to ignite, set on fire,” also in a spiritual sense, “to illuminate, fill with brightness.” It is common Germanic (cognates: Old Saxon liohtian, Old High German liuhtan, German leuchten, Gothic liuhtjan “to light”), from the source of light (n.). Meaning “furnish light for” is from c. 1200; sense of “emit light, shed light, shine” is from c. 1300.


Perhaps you’ll remember when Trinity was ranting about how everybody, as in EVERYBODY is a tranny. She had this thing about it and clearly, it bothered her. The gender thing bothers Trinity. I’m sure it is interesting to know why it does to the extend it does, but that is too difficult to find out. Anyway, IMO, Judith Light sticks out in my mind as someone who could possibly be gender bending. It’s not something I think about a lot, he/she just sticks out to me. I don’t care one way or another, its just that her (his?) picture makes me pause for a second. Interestingly, one from the younger days.

“I found that body, mind and spirit are all connected. They are not separate pieces.”Judith Light

Judith Light starred in a popular sitcom called “Who’s the Boss?”, and I’m wondering the same thing.


Her co-star in ‘Who’s the Boss?’, Alyssa Milano, is a big voice for the #MeToo movement.

“How do you do that thing with your fingers?!”

Clicky, tell ’em. Alyssa Milano says….“’cause I’m a witch, bitch!”

Speaking of MeToo, and being “charmed”, sister witch Rose McGowan is outspoken about the cult, and talks about her HAIR, as well.

WHO is the boss? MONA is. Whore-monas rule the world and they are to be used for what you desire.


I think Judith Light is beautiful either way. I’m not judging whether or not there is funny business or trickery, I just think she could possibly be a man.


Who’s the Boss? *synthetic breathing noises* ““I see through the lies of the Jedi. I do not fear the dark side as you do. I have brought peace, freedom, justice, and security to my new empire.” — Star Wars: Episode III — Revenge of the Sith

The Djedi trilogy.

ATTENTION PLEASE! Dear Reader! ALERT! This is where it gets weird. The people that appear in the youtube of the 66th annual Tony awards opening number, when the cast of The Book of Mormon perform ‘Hello’, (Ricky Martin, James Earl Jones, Matthew Broderick, Cynthia Nixon, and Judith Light), those people, encode a message. And look to the dimensions of the Mandela to decipher.



This. Drives. People. Nuts.

James Earl Jones (born January 17, 1931) is an American actor. His career has spanned more than six decades, and he has been described as “one of America’s most distinguished and versatile” actors and “one of the greatest actors in American history”. Since his Broadway debut in 1957, Jones has won many awards, including a Tony Award for his role in The Great White Hope, which also earned him a Golden Globe Award and an Academy Award nomination for Best Actor in a Leading Role for the film version of the play. Jones has won three Emmy Awards, including two in the same year in 1990. He is also known for his voice roles as Darth Vader in the Star Wars film series and Mufasa in Disney’s The Lion King, as well as many other film, stage and television roles.

“Everything the light touches, is our kingdom.”


Matthew Broderick is best known for his role as the coolest high-school kid in the universe.

He also starred in Project X, WarGames, Biloxi Blues, The Cable Guy, and was the voice of adult Simba in The Lion King. (*note, this is the THIRD reference to the Lion King of Judah!)

Also worth mentioning his award-winning role as Leo Bloom in The Producers. (FORTH lion reference!)

“You found a flop?” … “It’s the MOTHERlode.”

Remember, kids, you can’t make jokes about Nazis. Strictly forbidden and you might just get yourself BRANDED!

The next dimension of this mandala involves Matthew Broderick’s wife, Sarah Jessica Parker and co-star Cynthia Nixon, who both starred in that whore-able show Sex in the City. And Cynthia Nixon appeared in the opening of the 66th Tony awards.

In or and? In and out? This is really weird! Trousers and bras and body parts contained in the s-kin…sex in, sex out, … sex in, sex out,… here’s a little coffee break for ya…

Start at 7.45 unless you want to hear about the hard time this poor fellow is having. I understand!

I just have to say I hated that fucking show Don’t Clicky on it.

Mooooving right along. Ricky Martin starred in the broadway production ‘Evita’, a show about the life of Argentine political leader Eva Perón.

“Che as well as Evita symbolise certain naïve, but effective, beliefs: the hope for a better world; a life sacrificed on the altar of the disinherited, the humiliated, the poor of the earth. They are myths which somehow reproduce the image of Christ. - Tomas Eloy Martinez

The lyrics and storyline of the musical are based on Mary Main’s biography, Evita: The Woman with the Whip.

[Evita] was based for the most part on the earliest and seamiest versions of Evita’s life, something happened to the tale in its retelling and the Evita who emerged each evening, dressed first as a teenager, then a hooker, and finally, in tulle and silver foil, as First Lady, was far from being unsympathetic.

Clicky, you thinkin’ what I’m thinkin’?

Like a Virgin (and a LION)


Pope Francis, from Buenos AIRes, ARGENTINA

This has been followed by a string of professional tours and worldwide productions and numerous cast albums, as well as a major 1996 film of the musical starring Madonna and Antonio Banderas.

The Madonna and the Pope…wouldn’t that be a historical meeting?!

“…bringing LIGHT to dark places!” She’s a spy in the House of Love!

Holy shit, Clicky. This is starting to look like a head-on COLLISION!

“If she had a chance to speak to the pope, Madonna said she’d ask: ‘Let’s talk about Jesus’ point of view about women. Let’s talk about it.'”

Clicky! She wants to talk about it!!!!!! But you know, I guess she is wanting to talk to the hierophant with all the clout. But what the world needs, is to know and feel that there is no permission needed from anybody. Self-Sovereign. (Right, Clicky. not practical). I have never been practical.

In 2012, Madonna performed at the Super Bowl half-time show and made a grand entrance as the high priestess.

She was Madame X then, and Madame X now.

Some compared her throne to the Hoover (ma)Dam(e). …is about to burst (give birth). Madonna is a Leo, born August 16. (8.16…where have we seen those numbers before? 😉) 

Judah is a lion’s whelp: from the prey, my son, thou art gone up: he stooped down, he couched as a lion, and as an old lion; who shall rouse him up?  -Gen. 49:9

Ricky Martin starred in the Broadway production of Evita.

She’s into superstitions black cats and voodoo dolls
I feel a premonition that girl’s gonna make me fall

She’s into new sensations new kicks in the candle light
She’s got a new addiction for every day and night

She’ll make you take your clothes off and go dancing in the rain
She’ll make you live her crazy life but she’ll take away your pain
Like a bullet to your brain
Come on!

Upside, inside out she’s living la vida loca
She’ll push and pull you down, living la vida loca
Her lips are devil-red and her skin’s the color mocha
She will wear you out living la vida loca
Come on!
Living la vida loca
Come on!
She’s living la vida loca

She never drinks the water
Makes you order French Champagne
Once you’ve had a taste of her
You’ll never be the same
Yeah, she’ll make you go insane

sounds WITCHY!


Sarah Jessica Parker -In the appearance she also discovered she had ancestors involved in the California Gold Rush of 1849–50 and in the Salem Witch Trials of 1692.

Let’s review. The 66th Tony Awards show had an opening number from The Book of Mormon, ‘Hello’, which involved mormon elders knocking on the doors of Tony award nominees Judith Light (lion, Lucifer reference), James Earl Jones (lion king ref., MANDELA effect), Matthew Broderick (lion king ref. TWO times), Cynthia Nixon (Sex in the City MANDELA effect), Ricky Martin (Evita-Madonna-lion connection).


Ask me why 66 is a special number.

I was thinkin…what is it about these double numbers?


I was thinking that it is uncomfortably hot in Chattanooga and that I couldn’t breathe. I was thinking of the numbers 2 and 5, and Let’s talk about feelings.


If it is 25 degrees outside, it is definitely COLD. If it is 52 degrees, it is nice jacket weather. If it is 27 degrees, it is COLD! If it is 72 degrees, wear shorts.

If it is 66 degrees outside, it is PERFECT. 55 degrees? Nice, but not perfect. 77? Nice, not perfect. That is why 66 is a magical number. It feels perfect. You can’t do that with 63. 36, too cold! 63? Nice, near perfect. But you see how wide the difference gets really quick? It kind of only works with 50s and 60s right in the middle. 56/65 good! 57/75…still pretty good. But 25/52 is significantly different weather. I know, deep thoughts here.


6×6 = 36

60 sixes is 360



Sixty-six 💥

Jo Brand, Branding, and branding with the Mark of the Beast.

“Several women testified how they blindly obeyed their “masters,” screamed when they were branded and were pressured to have sex with Keith Raniere, the founder of a group called Nxivm.


“Do you think the person who’s being branded should be completely nude and sort of held to the table like a, sort of almost like a sacrifice,” Raniere said in the recording.
Salzman took the stand and spoke about having a ceremony for her six slaves. The first to be branded writhed in pain, she said.
“She was squealing and screaming, and it looked horrendous,” Salzman said. “It scared the other girls.”
Salzman also said she and other masters would paddle their “slaves” with leather belts.


Raniere would call in to check how it was going, she testified.
“He called in and wanted to make sure we were flicking our wrists hard enough,” Salzman said.



In Nxivm classes, students were told Raniere was one of the smartest men in the world and some even believed he could control the weather, one witness testified.

There is a connection with HAIR, freedom, and the Age of Aquarius.

M is W and…Madame X



M W M W M W… cartwheels and spinning Jennys




You know what Clicky? It’s the year of the PIG and some people don’t eat delicious bacon.


Pi- G

There’s lots of rules out there and Jewish people might have the most rules of anybody. One of them is don’t eat pork. G-d doesn’t want you to have bacon. Hmm… let’s see. What could the symbolism be?

“In earlier cultures such as ancient Egyptian the pig (sow, specifically) was considered a Great Mother and were symbols of fertility and abundance.  Here the pig was sacred to Isis, who embodied fertility.

To the ancient Celts, the (sow) pig was also honored as a mother provider figure.  Celtic lore tells of Manannan, who owned a heard of pigs that never dwindled – they were forever replinishing their numbers. As such, in Celtic symbolism pigs remained icons of abundance.

Also in ancient Celtic beliefs, the pig was associated with Ceridwen (or Keridwin) and Phaea who were both fertility moon goddesses.

The pig was also a symbol of virility, strength, and ferility in ancient Chinese cultures.   The boar is even among the animals in the Chinese zodiac where it is considered a symbol of sincerity, honesty, and determination.”

And there’s a rule about eating unleavened bread. Wonder why? For the Israelites, it was to make haste in the Exodus. But there is the parable of leaven…

The kingdom of God exerts its influence from within, not from without. Yeast makes dough rise from within. God first changes the heart of a person, and that internal change has external manifestations.   –

The heart. It has an electromagnetic field that could bridge the great divide.

Back to g-d and his rules…he wants the best part of your ribeye. You can have some fat, but not other fat from another place. I was researching that because I couldn’t find the answer to that very specific rule in Leviticus. I was on, when suddenly, I pulled a rabbi(t) out of a c(hat)!


Isn’t that punny?!

So I was thinking, ‘look! a magical rabbi! What should I ask? I didn’t know rabbis answer questions like this! Exciting! Clicky, I wanted to ask all kinds of kabbalistic questions and stuff and I just calmed down, and asked the question that I was researching…




Well! Excuse me, Mr. Man, I can see where this is going! How rude! Here in the south people have manners and ‘because g-d forbade it’ isn’t the answer to everything and didn’t you get the memo about childhood’s end?!

G-d told me to smack your sassy self!

*slappity-slap slappity-slap!

NOT a magical rabbi(t) after all, Clicky.


I was thinkin’… you could imagine this being a mandala.

186,000 in the tribe of Judah. Speed of Light in miles/sec.



Another way to look at it is a layout that shows the size to reflect the numbers, which reveals a cross.

The Levi in the middle…they are the 137 structure. The Lion King SUN is much, much bigger.

The electrical arc is what you find in the middle. It is kept under watch by the 137.

Look Clicky. The dimensions of this has lots of 2s and 5s. Very interessssssting.

This is the House of the Temple in Washington DC. Those ssssnakes are behind the veil.

The Sun has the most number in this mandala.


Like this…


The Son of Man.

You know what? There’s another MANDELA effect about a vampire.

Louis (Lucifer), and Lestat Lioncourt and CHRISTian Slater

I had this bizarre thing happen in the purple zone a few months back. I was about to go out with M to get ready and I took a selfie because the sun was coming in through the window and I was playing with snapchat and darkness and light. Anyway, the LIGHT did a gender bend and it freaks me out every time I look at it.


Siriusly I was changed into a man! But I’m back to being a girl. This is ME and I was thinking I was tired of clothes. Who needs ’em?





Happy Solstice! And thank you so much to the Click-star!

welcome to the labyrinth


A Mandela effect in a local magazine.


Yesterday, we went to see a small town, local production of Grease and saw these things along the way.

Katy Perry


with the fleur de lis


Old church ruins with Jesus and Mary




Sisters of Mary




St Mary’s with very integrated spirituality.





Sir John Templeton’s library. And no one was home.


Not a single car or person in this immaculately-kept place.


unless you count this guy frozen in time



MIB playing


Save the clock tower!



Right across the street from…



an ET


Dream “reality”


these round portals in the Park Theatre



Doc Brown in his lab coat spotted outside


a happy camper dog carrier


Guess what? We saw, um… this.


And after the show, we went to…





“EACH of the four primary elements as taught by the early philosophers has its analogue in the quaternary terrestrial constitution of man. The rocks and earth correspond to the bones and flesh; the water to the various fluids; the air to the gases; and the fire to the bodily heat. Since the bones are the framework that sustains the corporeal structure, they may be regarded as a fitting emblem of the spirit–that divine foundation which supports the composite fabric of mind, soul, and body. To the initiate, the skeleton of death holding in bony fingers the reaper’s scythe denotes Saturn (Kronos), the father of the gods, carrying the sickle with which he mutilated Ouranos, his own sire.”  –Manly P Hall, The Secret Teachings of All Ages

“One of the more complicated aspects of Children of the Stones is the concept of the “time circle” and the “psychic bubble”. The village within the stone circle exists in a time rift, where the same actions are played out (with minor variations), over and over again, with the end result being that the power of the circle will eventually be released to the outside world. Whenever this is faulted, however, the time circle resets and the same events attempt again to unfold. However, since time is passing in the outside world in a normal way, that within the time circle must also progress matching the time period of the real world while still attempting to play out the events within.

Within Children of the Stones, there are four cycles of the time circle that are clearly described, although in reality there are likely to be a great number more.”  – said TTN and wikipedia

Time is an illusion and somebody has said that before. But I saw a code in one of TTN’s links, and he was saying that we should work together and solve this puzzle.

TTN, this is my take on decoding and I am always willing to help in any way I can. In the past, I have found that my input hasn’t been helpful, just annoying. Or perhaps it is more accurate to say that I have poor communication skills. Anyway, I will take a stab…


stab (v.) late 14c., “thrust with a pointed weapon,” first in Scottish English, apparently a dialectal variant of Scottish stob “to pierce, stab,” from stob (n.), perhaps a variant of stub (n.) “stake, nail,” but Barnhart finds this “doubtful.” Figurative use, of emotions, etc., is from 1590s. Related: Stabbed; stabbing.

what was the ‘weapon’?


It was a knife or a blade, and seems to be for ‘prying open’ something. Perhaps MEMEory?

weapon (n.)  Old English wæpen “instrument of fighting and defense, sword,” also “penis,” from Proto-Germanic *wēipna- (source also of Old Saxon wapan, Old Norse vapn, Danish vaaben, Old Frisian wepin, Middle Dutch wapen, Old High German wafan, German Waffe “weapon”).

(in reel time, before my eyes was a story weaved, in reel time with comets on merovee)

“chopin’ ” theater (lol 😄)

It is,…in case you had any doubt. And the address equals 6 7 and that is a wolf.


S-tone Y street.


Lobos Bar

It’s a DAWG! A fluffy Dog Star.

Michael J Fox plays Teen Wolf, a basketball player on the Beavers

A wolf is not as majestic as a lion. And that is why this gets so much attention.

11.6 seems so upside down?



There is a time loop factor here, and something nags at the memory. Something to get your attention. The MANDELA effect. Southwark Cathedral.


In 2001. And A2 is 12. It just IS. Or is it?

The white bus and the VW bus.



A time loop.


El Pastor and Wheatsheaf pub.

Al pastor (from Spanish, “shepherd style”).


Black & Blue. Sable.


Am I my brother’s keeper?

Yes! You are his keeper. Not his killer.


The Gem in Eye

Happy Birthday, Roobee!

In 1967, there was a Human Be-In in San Francisco.

On 4.4, Martin Luther King Jr. denounces the Vietnam War during his sermon at the Riverside Church in New York City, exactly one year before his death.



April 14 – In San Francisco, 10,000 march against the Vietnam War.


On February 13, 1967, the Madrid Codex by Leonardo da Vinci is discovered. He sketched octant projection.

the whirled

On May 25, 1967, Celtic F.C. becomes the first Northern European football club to win the European Cup (now Champions League).

This clover (c-lover) pattern would soon manifest as a song.

May 26 – The Beatles release Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band, nicknamed “The Soundtrack of the Summer of Love”; it will be number one on the albums charts throughout the summer of 1967.

This is-real event happened.


August 1, 1967 – Race riots in the US spread to Washington, D.C..



Goodness, Clicky. Where’s Venus and Mars when you need them?! So much conflict!

6 Lovers - Gilded
Thank you, Clicky ☺️

The garden in the east…

The archer (cupid), is sagittarius, vis a vis the gemini twins. There’s always a mirror.


The Beatles’ All you need is Love, Elvis gets married in Vegas, Mariner is launched towards Venus, and Jimi Hendrix and Jim Morrison and the Doors happen.


I know. 1967 is YUGE. And, I’d like to point out that sixty-seven makes me think of 6 seven’s, and that happens to equal 42, and 5.25 is Towel Day.


Yep, I know. Mind-blowing. Continuing…

8.8. 1967 – The Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN) is founded in Bangkok, Thailand.

The ‘ASEAN Way’ refers to a methodology or approach to solving issues that respects the cultural norms of Southeast Asia. Masilamani and Peterson summarize it as “a working process or style that is informal and personal. It has been said that the merits of the ASEAN Way might “be usefully applied to global conflict management”. However, critics have argued that such an approach can be only applied to Asian countries to specific cultural norms and understandings notably due to a difference in mindset and level of tension.

Why bring that up? Because east and west are mirrors, see. And north and south…well, it depends on if you think the earth is round or flat.

Now, lots and lots more race riots happened, like all the time. And a plane crash here and there, an earthquake in Venezuela kills 240 people, more space shit happens, but get this… on October 4 in 1967, the Shag Harbor UFO incident happened.


En route to Toronto while flying over Sherbrooke and Saint-Jean, Quebec at 3658 m, from the Halifax International airport, Air Canada Capt. Pierre Charbounneau on Flight 305 pointed out to co-pilot Bob Ralph that there was something strange out the left side of the aircraft at 7:15PM. In his report the captain reported an object tracking along on a parallel course a few miles away. He describes it as a brilliantly lit, rectangular object with a string of smaller lights trailing the object. At 7:19, the pilots noticed a sizeable silent explosion near the large object; two minutes later, a second explosion occurred which faded to a blue cloud around the object.

World’s only!

Darrel Dorey, his sister Annette, and his mother were sitting on their front porch in Mahone Bay, when they noticed a large object manoeuvring above the southwestern horizon. The next day Darrell wrote a letter to RCAF Greenwood Base Commander asking what was flying over the water that evening, as he had never seen anything like it.


While standing at the wheelhouse of his vessel, Capt. Leo Howard Mersey was looking at four blips on his Decca radar that were stationary. When he looked up about 28km from the vessel’s windows he could see the four bright objects situated in a roughly rectangular formation. The entire crew of nearly twenty fishermen stood on deck and watched the object in the northeastern sky. Mersey radioed the rescue coordination centre and the harbour master in Halifax asking for an explanation, and filed a report with the Lunenburg RCMP outlining his sighting when they arrived in port.


Five Two Five

You know, there are 100 days from 2.15 to 5.25. And I was born at 4:55 pm, or 5 to 5.

One hundred days, or 8,640,000 seconds.

Image from Secrets in Plain Sight, Scott Onstott

100 days




I read somewhere that the Sphinx originally had the head of a lion, and during that age, the lion faced the rising sun. During the age of gemini, Adam and Eve were still in paradise.


Here is something different.

My rising son is Sagittarius, which is mirror opposite Gemini.


Yes, that is a rocket on his shirt. He got it at space camp.

ka pattern


Beyonce halftime show in 2013 in New Orleans, at the delta of the Mississippi

Charlie’s angels


Prince, born on 6.7, is a gemini, from twin city, Minneapolis, Minnesota, which is on the banks of the Mississippi River. At 2:25 on the video, someone talks about the beautiful twins who are dancers, wearing EIGHT inch heels.


Clone. Another ME! WOW MOM.

Anyway, there’s a place…


Holy Places


Greenback Castle




Junior Banks, builder of Greenback Castle


Delphi University of Spiritual Studies







One of the major influences on me and my spiritual practice was the late Arthur Ford. Arthur was a famous medium from Ft Pierce, Florida who initially struggled with his spiritual abilities and experiences, but was later taught how to harness and express his spiritual gifts by the Indian mystic Yogananda. In his life, Arthur maintained a deep connection with the other side and was a master of spiritual communication.

Arthur’s is most well-known for his connection with the famous magician Harry Houdini. It was Arthur who carried Houdini’s proof of life after death message back to his wife Beatrice who confirmed that it was the exact same message upon which she and her husband had agreed before his untimely death. Houdini had promised then that, if indeed there was an afterlife, he would find a way to get word back to her to prove it.  –Patricia Hayes

Rosabelle believe.


The Fields of the Wood

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The Crossing